Whuzzzup?!

Today N and I went swimming, and this is the second time I have gotten nasty looks from people who can't seem to mind their own business when it comes to my tattoo on my back. I wear a one-piece swimsuit so it's not like I'm being a whore and prancing around in a triangle top skimpy bikini. (Not that there is anything wrong with that... more power to those that feel comfortable wearing those! I just like the word "whore" and "skimpy"... sue me.) Anyway.. it makes me want to get about 12 more tattoos. Inspiring right!? Here is a picture of my not fully completed tattoo... Maybe that's why everyone is looking at me rudely!!! haha...

N also started his own blog! Apparently he wants to be like the cool kids... so check his out here. :) I had no idea that he wanted to start one. Boy oh boy does he know how to surprise me. :) I love him. We also decided that we're going to go to Disneyland soon. If you want to come with us, you're MORE than welcome to! Leave a comment below and I'll be sure to get you the information of when and where. :) It's going to be a grand ole' time. Disneyland is our favorite place, and we can get it for pretty damn cheap ($$300 a person). Who doesn't want to go here?! Paradise Pier in California Adventures... :) (N took this picture.. he's so awesome.)

Well... I'm off to bed. Goodnight!

...Quote...

I found this WONDERFUL AMAZING SPECTACULAR quote on someone in Singapore's blog! So I thought  that I would share it! :) 


"When faced with two choices, simply toss a coin. It works because not only does it settle the question for you, but because, in that brief moment that the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you are hoping for."


Please leave any comments below with your thoughts... THANKS!!!

Dear Alaskan Reader(s)...

I see you, but I don't know who you are. Thank you for reading my blog frequently.

:)

Tension+Stress=NO BUENO

I feel like I'm pushing people that I love and care for deeply away. It's starting to scare me. I feel like I pushed my Mom away, when I moved home and everything of mine is now controlled by her (I'm trying really hard to stay sane). Then at work, my coworker is pregnant and she's due at the end of January and I will be doing her job in addition to mine when she's on Maternity leave.... so I'm stressed about that. Then I keep bringing up THIS (click here) subject with N, and I think it's stressing him out and creating some serious tension in our relationship. Ugh... why do I have to be girlie and just want to get engaged already?! I need something new to talk about in my life. I need less drama and more of whatever is the opposite of drama.

Wordless Wednesday #5: YOU WILL BE MINE!!!!

Dear Frequent Reader....

I have one person... maybe a small group of people following my blog. Oh boy oh boy don't I feel special! ;) I would just like to say how excited I am for Christmas to get here!!! I can't wait for N to see the presents I got him, and I hope that he loves them all! But I doubt he'll love EVERYTHING. :) My family got "Family Pictures" done yesterday... and it's inspiration to lose weight once more. I HATE this constant battle I have with my body image. It's not fun. I hate going back and forth with loving/hating my body. I just need to find acceptance once more. Here are a few pictures... I think they are cute. :)

N was there the whole time.. so when we were finished I asked my cousin D to take a couple pictures of N and I. I think they look like engagement pictures. My Mom was half tempted to give me her ring as a joke. haha... 

I love him. He is seriously so good to me... and puts up with so much crapoli!

On another note... If you need your pictures done you should contact Dan Amezcua. He can do an amazing job for you! Whatever your needs may be! Check him out HERE! :)