So.. I'm currently at a business conference in San Diego, California. I've been here since Sunday, and I was ready to go home when I got here. It's sort of pathetic how much I miss being home, how much I miss N, and how much I miss being with people I actually know. I'm one of many at this conference and I'm having a hard time with all these strangers that surround me. N was going to come with me on the trip, but when it came down to it the flight was too expensive. :'(
Lately, the talk of marriage has come up A LOT. In the past it has always freaked the crapoli out of me, but this go around I'm not lacing up my tennis shoes and preparing to bolt. N told me last night that he can't lie to me. "YES!!! SUCKER!!!" was my initial reaction... but after having all day practically by myself I decided that this is the best (and scariest) thing he's ever told me. I absolutely adore him. He makes my world go round, and as mushy as that is to say... I think he feels the same about me. ACTUALLY, I know he feels the same. :) Awe.... precious right?!
So with all the time I've had to think and go through things in my mind, I've come to the conclusion of MORE goals I want to achieve, and MORE things I want to do with my life. I want to start doing (....at least training) for triatholons. I think it could be quite the accomplishment if I could just do this once. So tonight I got on the treadmil and then the bike. Unfortunately I didn't have my swimsuit of I would have done that too :)
Well I'm going to get some dinner.. and then I'm gonna call my lover.. talk for 2 hours (which will seem like 30 minutes) and then hit the hay. I am so excited to come home tomorrow and see the snow! :)
Love you all!
XO
